This Heart cries

when i thought about him

But I don't know where is he right now
sometimes heart cried with this ​​emptiness 

searching and waiting for his love

I cry without tears
I cried silently
only feel the pain of the heart
The waiting is excruciating

Feels so heavy to let this feeling go
that has been pervasive in the liver
maybe if I'll die
  my regret be immortal 

Will this expectation will lead happiness, or whether only a sense of sheer
but my heart's always tough to deal with 

though ultimately only make cuts